Marley & Me

One Wonderful Dog......

DH and I just came home from seeing this movie. I read the book about two years ago and fell in love with Marley and his story! His antics are just hilarious and the way the book is written makes any dog lover or dog owner laugh out loud!

The movie played out just like the book and for that I am so happy! I loved the book so much. I did not think anyone could do Marley justice, but this movie was perfect! My admiration goes out to Owen Wilson and Jennifer Aniston and all those sweet lovable labs who channelled Marley throughout the movie!

As Josh Grogan said "A person can learn a lot from a dog, even a loopy one like ours. Marley taught me about living each day with unbridled exuberance and joy, about seizing the moment and following your heart. He taught me to appreciate the simple things - a walk in the woods, a fresh snowfall, a nap in a shaft of winter sunlight. And as he grew old and achy, he taught me about optimism in the face of adversity. Mostly, he taught me about friendship and selflessness and, above all else, unwavering loyalty'" (pg. 279).

Here's to all those dog lovers in the world and all those loopy, lovable dogs !

Merry Christmas !

It has been a wonderful holiday! DH and I went to Mass last night and it was very nice listening to the choir! We feel asleep listening to holiday songs and slept in late!

The DH was too good to me. He is a keeper! My Mom surprised with a snowman frame which is really cute. I can keep it up through all of Jan. I just need to fine a nice pic for it! Dinner was so yummy! It was pasta. After dessert we played a game. I just love games! We had a lot of fun!

It was a nice holiday with the family!

Christmas Eve

Well, Santa is on his way! I am sitting here in the living room enjoying the white lights on my Christmas Tree. In a little while I will head off to church to enjoy the choir sing their Christmas carols and enjoy mass with the DH. It a nice tradition that we have been doing since we were married.

I am surprised how quickly this day has arrived! I guess with the shopping working two jobs, and the hustle and bustle has brought this day quickly!

With the quick passing of the month I am thoughtful about My 5 Things I am most happy about right now:

1. A happy, healthy Christmas

2. My Family

3. Christmas Dinner ( which I am NOT cooking)

4. Gifts under the tree

5. A warm cozy house on cold wintery nights

Happy Holidays!!!

Stolen From A Blog..............

Things you've already done: bold
Things you want to do: green
Things you haven't done and don't want to - leave in plain font

1. started your own blog
2. slept under the stars
3. played in a band
4. visited hawaii
5. watched a meteor shower
6. given more than you can afford to charity
7. been to disneyworld
8. climbed a mountain
9. held a praying mantis
10. sang a solo
11. bungee jumped
12. visited paris
13. watched a lightning storm at sea
14. taught yourself an art from scratch
15. adopted a child (I think about it)
16. had food poisoning
17. walked to the top of the statue of liberty
18. grown your own vegetables
19. seen the mona lisa in france
20. slept on an overnight train
21. had a pillow fight
22. hitch hiked
23. taken a sick day when you’re not ill
24. built a snow fort
25. held a lamb
26. gone skinny dipping
27. run a marathon
28. ridden a gondola in venice
29. seen a total eclipse
30. watched a sunrise or sunset
31. hit a home run
32. been on a cruise
33. seen niagara falls in person
34. visited the birthplace of your ancestors
35. seen an amish community
36. taught yourself a new language
37. had enough money to be truly satisfied
38. seen the leaning tower of pisa in person
39. gone rock climbing
40. seen michelangelo's david in person
41. sung karaoke
42. seen old faithful geyser erupt
43. bought a stranger a meal in a restaurant
44. visited africa
45. walked on a beach by moonlight
46. been transported in an ambulance
47. had your portrait painted
48. gone deep sea fishing
49. seen the sistene chapel in person
50. been to the top of the eiffel tower in paris
51. gone scuba diving or snorkelling
52. kissed in the rain
53. played in the mud
54. gone to a drive-in theatre
55. been in a movie
56. visited the great wall of china
57. started a business
58. taken a martial arts class
59. visited russia
60. served at a soup kitchen
61. sold girl scout cookies
62. gone whale watching
63. gotten flowers for no reason
64. donated blood
65. gone sky diving
66. visited a nazi concentration camp
67. bounced a check
68. flown in a helicopter
69. saved a favorite childhood toy
70. visited the lincoln memorial
71. eaten caviar
72. pieced a quilt
73. stood in times square
74. toured the everglades
75. been fired from a job
76. seen the changing of the guard in london
77. broken a bone
78. been on a motorcycle
79. seen the grand canyon in person
80. published a book
81. visited the vatican
82. bought a brand new car
83. walked in jerusalem
84. had your picture in the newspaper
85. read the entire bible
86. visited the white house
87. killed and prepared an animal for eating
88. had chickenpox
89. saved someone’s life
90. sat on a jury
91. met someone famous
92. joined a book club
93. lost a loved one
94. had a baby
95. seen the alamo in person
96. swum in the great salt lake
97. been involved in a law suit
98. owned a cell phone
99. been stung by a bee

So, now ... I ask you: What is the 100th thing you would REALLY WANT TO DO?

I am still thinkin about what mine should be!!!

SNOW DAY

Well, it sure has been a snowy weekend! The snow came down on Friday - ALL DAY! It snowed and snowed and snowed. Schools were closed and offices sent their workers home early! I was worried I would not make it out the driveway to work. I did make it to work and it was a quiet night! I guess most people stayed inside which is where I would have been if I had not been working!

The snowy streets were cleared by Saturday and I took DH out to lunch and ran a few errands. I did not have to work so I took an afternoon nap. IT WAS WONDERFUL! Then I went out with my Mom for a little bit! It was quite chilly, but we enjoyed ourselves!

Sunday the snow arrived again. It was quite an event. I had the DH drive me to work and then later we headed over to a holiday party. It was nice and cozy. It sure was blistery outside. More snow and more wind! Schools are closing again for tomorrow! All this snow reminds me of when I was a kid and I would have snow days. I would play in the snow with my brother, shovel our driveway, and make snow angels. I just love how pretty it looks a white and snowy.

I Don't Know What To Do With Myself............

It is Saturday morning. I just found out I do not have to go into work for a gal who had asked me to work for her but changed her mind. I came downstairs and looked at my husband and said "I don't know what to do with myself !" It has been several weeks since I had a Saturday off.

My husband said I could clean the bathroom. I called my Mom and she suggested I go out for breakfast. She then said I could go help make meatballs. I can't say anything of these suggestions were very appealing. It is only 20 degrees outside and I am not ready to leave the house.

For right now I am going to sit and relax on my cozy couch. AHHH ...

Thought of the Day ...

I read the quote below on one of my favorite sites that I visit daily! I just think it is a great thought!

Surrender to you destiny - have faith that it will unfold as it should! Choose to be happy, at peace, and one with the universe!

I think this suits my week (and it is ONLY Wednesday!). There has been a lot going on and I am really trying to surrender to my destiny. This is not easy for me because I am a person who constantly over analyzes EVERYTHING! I am trying to go with the flow and live with the philosophy that everything happens for a reason. This is quite a daunting task for a TYPE A GAL like myself!

I tend to wonder why people do the things they do, why certain things happen, and why I am living the life I am living. This is not to say that life is not good. I am so very lucky in so many ways. I have so many blessings! I just tend to wonder "where is this road leading?" It is difficult at times to have a little faith and "embrace the place" (Thank you Joel Olsteen).

When I have these thoughts I tend to remind myself that I am - as the famous Robert Frost said "Travelling the road less travelled" which of course "has made all the difference"

YIKES.... Only EIGHT Days Until Christmas

Wow!! Where does the time go ?

I guess when you are working six days a week time flies especially when you also have to shop, bake, and try to fit in time with family and friends! I always think this time goes way to fast! I do love the traditions I have created with my husband!

I am looking forward to next week! Even with all the chaos!

Chuck Bass...

I have been lucky enough to be home on Monday nights to watch my favorite show. I am a HUGE addict to Gossip Girl. I just love the teenage angst, the drama, the unexpected twists, and the HOT Chuck Bass!

I just watched the latest episode online with the DH (Yes, he is secretly addicted to the show b/c of me!) This episode focused on Chuck and his reaction to his father's death. I DID NOT see this story-line coming. Although, I never do know what is going to happen next!

I really think Ed is an amazing actor. He really does the "tormented, bad boy" justice! I have waited all season for Blair to tell Chuck she loves him and it finally happened. Of course, Chuck thinks he is too bad to be loved by anyone. He did go to Blair for comfort - small steps, Chuck, small steps!

I cannot believe I have to wait until Jan. 5th for the next show!!! I'll miss you Chuck... Thanks goodness for youtube clips!!

Joy and Sorrow

A White Rose for Remembrance

It has been a strange 24 hours for me. I chose the title above because my aunt said those exact words as we talked on the phone late last night!

It was after my workout and I had stopped at work to get my schedule. My phone had rang. I missed the first call and managed to get the second. It was from my father. He was calling with sad news.

He told me that my Gam had passed away. It appears to have been quick and I was glad she was not in any pain. She had been in rehab for the past three months and was finally back at home.

I was pretty much in shock for the rest of the evening. I called my DH to tell him and then hung up because I was going to call my Mom. Before I had the chance, I had a call from my brother. He was already at my Mom's telling her the news. I was glad he was there. I spent the rest of the night on the phone. I talked to my favorite uncle, a friend, my Mom, my Dad, and then my aunt.

I discover through all the conversations that my cousin had her baby yesterday around the same time that my Gam passed away. Isn't it strange the way the world works? Hence, the emotions of "Joy and Sorrow."

I am suppose to be good with words, but today I feel as if I am rambling. I am filled with a variety of emotions. I was thinking about the time I lived with my Gam when I had my first teaching job. It was wonderful spending time with her. It was also hard for me being so far from home and yet, it was so hard for me to leave her when I did eventually move back home.

She was in my life for a lot of events that shaped who I am today. She took me to church every week when I was a child, she listened to me on Friday nights when I was student teaching and frustrated with not dating. I was so sad when she moved away and then so happy when I lived with her for two years and also went to visit her. I will miss her terribly. I will miss calling her every year on her birthday and singing to her when she answered the phone. I am 36 and that is a long time to have a grandma in your life!

My Gam was a strong, hard working woman, a fabulous cook, dog-loving, prom dress making, Bills fanatic, fun loving, QVC addict. She was very stubborn, old-fashioned, strict, and "old school" in her beliefs.

God Bless You, Gam! I now have another angel watching out for me in heaven.

A Christmas Tradition !

I love the holiday season for a variety of reasons. Charlie Brown's Christmas is one of my favorite childhood memories. Every year when it comes on, I grab my blanket, turn on the Christmas lights, and enjoy!

The above picture alone is really all I need in this post!

Temp For Life???? Hope Not !

I have had a quote in my purse for awhile. My Mom and I were relaxing at Barnes and Nobles having yummy coffees. We were reading this book by Melissa Kirsch* which was written for girls. It basically has any question you want answered about life, money, cooking, dating, laundry (YES, laundry!!), fashion, health, family, and your home!

We came upon the "jobs" section and the author had added a personal quote which I felt (and still feel) that I identify with on several levels! Here it is:

I had the most fun temping when I had very little to do and could sit and read a magazine with impunity. Then the terror would set in: Is this who I am? Am I the girl who sits at a desk reading a magazine known to no one, over-educated and underutilized? Is this my identity? Am I the temp for life?

I often wonder these same thoughts? I am a woman with a masters' degree. I am a professional with ten years work experience in my chosen career. I have been published in educational magazines (and I have seen those ideas in action in schools where I have subbed). Yet, today, I am working two part time jobs. Both jobs give me satisfaction for different reasons. When I teach a good lesson, I give the kids knowledge. When I help a woman find a pair of jeans she loves, I give that woman a feeling of beauty and satisfaction! These aspects of my jobs make me happy!

On the flip side, there is that part of me that for the past five years has wondered "Why am I still working as a substitute teacher? Why have I been so close ( down to the final two ), and yet passed over? Will I ever have my own classroom again?" I just do not understand.

I do believe that everything happens for a reason, but sometimes when I have enough rejection letters to wallpaper my bathroom, I wonder: WHAT IS MY LIFE PLAN??

* Here is a link to that book! Enjoy! Melissa Kirsch

Letter To My Husband !

Dear Husband,

I am sending your this letter in cyberspace for two reasons. The first one is to give you a huge SHOUT OUT for all the work you did to help me out this week while I was working like a mad woman! The second is to let everyone in cyberspace know that you are great husband. (Sorry, ladies... he is all mine!)

I am so grateful you did the chores for me. It was one less thing I had to do on my busy Friday!! I wrapped your gifts today so NO PEEKING!! I really appreciate all you do for me, even if I do not always say it!

Readers, I really do have a wonderful guy! They are out there if you look hard enough. I was lucky to find my darling husband and I honestly did not think I would ever get married!

So, dear husband... enjoy your Friday night! No CHORES ... Just enjoy your Man Space !!

Love,
The Wife
XOXO

December is Here!!

I was just looking at the calendar yesterday and I noticed that FOUR WEEKS from Thursday will be CHRISTMAS DAY! The fall flew by and so did my Thanksgiving weekend. it was a lot of fun and I am sad that it went by so quickly!

Now it is on for the mad dash of holiday shopping, decorating, and visiting family & friends in the next four weeks! I subbed in a friend's classroom yesterday and then came home to decorate the house. I have all my Christmas decorations out and I put the lights on the tree. I was so tucked out after that, that I sat down for a break and ended up taking an hour nap! I guess working all weekend and being sick caught up with me!

I relaxed last night while enjoying the white lights glitter on the tree! Tonight, I hope to add the ornaments! I must say the house does look pretty!

Post Black Friday Thoughts !

Black Friday is the second reason I love Thanksgiving Weekend ! My Mom and I have a tradition of going shopping and then to lunch. We are not like those CRAZY shoppers who get up at 3AM and go to the stores. We plan which store we are going to go to the day before after our yummy turkey dinner . This year we decided to head right to JCPenney's and the mall.

Penney's had the best door buster deals and at 8AM I pulled into the parking spot ready to shop! My Mom and I walked the whole store looking for deals. I found some great gifts for the DH and a pair of pjs for me! As we walked around, we looked for the quickest cashiers. After we had all our items, we headed to a line and we were checked out within 5 minutes. We took our packages to the car and then headed over to Macy's! I found a great deal on a purse and my Mom had coupons so it was even cheaper! I had not planned on even getting a purse, but who can pass up a 17.00 purse that was originally 45.00!

We went to a few other stores and headed back to the car to drop off more packages. Then it was time for our annual lunch at Friday's! Our husbands do not like it there, so it is nice treat when we go every year!

Afterwards, we stopped at a shoe store because I had two 10.00 rewards coupons. I found sneakers marked at 40% off and then with my two coupons I only had to pay 10.43 for these awesome running sneakers. That never happens!

All in all it was a very successful and fun shopping day!

Happy Thanksgiving!

It is TURKEY DAY ! This is my favorite holiday and time of the year. It is a weekend of family fun, food, and traditions!

I woke up to watch the Macy's parade and then the dog show. I am still relaxing, mainly b/c I have been sick all week (GRRR) !! A little later, the DH and I will go to my Mom's for a YUMMY TURKEY DINNER !! I can't wait for sweet potatoes, stuffing, cranberries, and pumpkin pie!

Today I am Thankful For:

1. DH

2. Family

3. Warm House

4. Clothes on my back

5. Good Friends

6. Family Traditions

7. Shopping on Black Friday!

Here's to eveyone's good blessings!

Feeling Yucky !

I am sick and I am NOT happy about it. I worked last weekend and I had a customer who was coughing. She pretty much coughed in my face. In my head I was thinking " OH GREAT... I am going to get sick now!"

Well, I was teaching on Monday and about half way through my day I started to have the sniffles and sure enough by the end of that evening I had a cold. Now the thing about getting sick, is I don't just get a little cold. I have asthma, so I tend to go from a cold to a full blown respiratory infection. It is terrible!

I worked the past two days sick. I feel terrible about that b/c I do not want to pass on my sickness to another person. The sad thing is that with my jobs when I work, I make money and when I don't work I don't make money!

I have had soup and medicines and naps the past two days. I am going to relax as much as possible tomorrow before TURKEY TIME! I have one day off before another week of working without a break! Hopefully I can sneak some naps in there!

Working Weekend Begins !

It is Friday. It is time for me to begin my working weekend! I am teaching in a kinder class today. This is my least favorite grade! The kids are needy, the lessons are slow, the day drags. I am hopeful today will go by quickly!

After teaching I will head home for a quick bite before I head off to my part time job. I love working there, but sometimes I would like a surprise of having a Friday off without having to request it off! I also work Saturday night and Sunday! At least, my days and nights at my part time job go by quickly!

I was complaining to my DH because I am good at my job, which means I am usually scheduled to close b/c I do it well! It happened when I was in college and I use to work in customer service. I had a partner and we worked well as a team together. We use to close every Sat. night. Back then I did not care. I was 22 and would go out after work until 4AM! Time was never an issue when I was younger. Now I have days when have worked for 6 days in a row and I am just plain tired!! I like sleep more now then I did when I was young. Where did all that youthful energy go? LOL

One perk of this working weekend: TURKEY DAY is getting CLOSER and CLOSER !!! YAY!

Thoughtful Thursday

I am looking out my window as the snow falls and I am filled with a variety of thoughts! Yes - they are pretty random!

1. Why, after five years, am I still subbing with 10 years experience but there are 24 year olds getting hired??

2. How come, even though I am working two jobs, I still worry about paying my bills?

3. How come a 25 year old can go on a fancy vacation year after year, but the DH and I save for one before we make plans to go anywhere?

4. Why do CEOs of companies continue to get outrageous raises and profits, buy there is all this news of people losing their homes and their jobs?

5. How come a college coach makes more money than a firefighter or a police officer?

6. Why are prices going up faster than people's raises ?

7. Why are certain people more gracious and well-mannered than others?

So many questions and so few answers.........

Happy Thoughts !

I read Redbook. I love it so much that I subscribe to the magazine. I also cut out quotes and little blurbs to add to my journal.

There are two things I really LOVE to read each month! The first one is called "The Real Deal... How ___________ Does it ." Redbook chooses a reader every month to interview. I love how the woman has to chose three adjectives to have to describe herself. I often stare at the list wondering which 3 I would choose. Wife? Multi-tasker? Cheerleader? Maid? Problem-solver? Partner? How does a woman choose JUST THREE? Most women wear a lot of hats at any given time in the day! It is what we do! We have this inner need to get things done, do it well, and be in control all while looking good! Who knows why... but it happens!

The second part I love to read is the "5 Things to Be Happy About Right Now." It changes with the month and the season. It makes me think about all those silly things that bothered me on the day I read it and I realize they really were not what mattered ! I also cut out and save these. I usually add my own Top 5 for the month in my journal.

It has been a awhile since I have written or decorated my journal, so I thought since I just read Redbook. I would list those five things here and then head off to bed!

1. A Warm Cozy House
2. Teaching & Working Part Time
3. My Hubby getting my AM coffee for me
4. Keeping up with the 20 year olds at my spinning class
5. Turkey Day is just around the corner

Sunday Night !!!

Another weekend has come and gone! However, for me, the weekend is not as relaxing as it use to be!

I use to spend my Saturday afternoons at B&N having coffee, reading magazines, and chatting with one of my good friends. Then I would head home for dinner with the DH. I would surf the web on Sat. nights and maybe throw in a load of laundry. Then on Sunday, I would get up and go to the gym. I would be home by 12:00 for pre-game. Then it was a day of football, laundry, naps, and web surfing! That was pretty much my weekend routine for the past five years!

Now, I am working a part time job and I spend a lot of my weekend working. Once a month I am lucky enough to have off on Sat to go to the theater with the DH. I do have some Sundays off, but it is just not the same. I miss those Do Nothing Sundays where I would watch my favorite football game or take a nap!

I am going to try and not feel too sad about it. I just have to come up with some new rituals. I guess Sunday nights will be my "ME" time and I will have to create new routines. I love my part time job and it makes me happy on a lot of different levels. I just might have to pick one Sunday a month when I meet that friend on Sundays for coffee and girl chat time! Anything is possible !

Ahh.... Sunday night football! YAY!

Surprise .....

I arrived home on Friday night from working my part time job, to discover a sweet surprise from my husband!

I love pink roses and I found them on the table with some Hershey Bliss chocolate! It was a wonderful surprise!

I love the fact that my husband knows that pink roses are my favorite and the thought of giving me a small amount is what makes me feel happy and loved! It is so nice to wake up in the morning and walk into my dining room to the smell of sweet roses! Having those candies in the pantry is another perk!

It has been awhile since DH has given me roses. In the summer, I usually cut a few off of our bush and put them on the table. I would rather do that than have him spend the money. However, I must admit... it is always nice to be surprised with flowers and chocolate!

What I Love About November

It's time for another " What I love...." Post. I am having one of those days. I blame the full moon. I need an internal pick me up so I am going to write about the things I love about November!

* It is still Fall
* Watching Football on Sundays
* Pumpkin Spice Lattes and Gingerbread Lattes
* Thanksgiving
* Pumpkin Pie
* Black Friday - Shopping with Mom and then lunch at Fridays!
* Extra Days Off
* Going to the theater b/c of our season tickets
* Going Out the Wed before Turkey Day - It is wild & CRAZY, but so much fun to people watch!
* Watching kids jump into the huge leave piles
* The smell of the fresh fall air, the fireplaces, and crisp leaves
* Apple Cider
* Homemade Soup Season has just begun
* Cozy Sweaters over Jeans & a Tee-shirt

Now, I feel better !

One Tired Gal !

It is Wednesday. I am subbing this afternoon. Once I get out of work, I will have worked SEVEN STRAIGHT DAYS! I am one tired gal!

I am happy for the work. I had to fix my car two weeks ago - something I had not planned in my budget. There is always something that puts a bump in my road. With all the news and reports about the economy and places closing, it does not make a person feel at ease. I have two jobs and I still feel nervous about the state of my own personal finances.

One a positive note, I had my boss from my part time job tell me what a great job I am doing! For a long time, working as a sub has been a job where I am treated like a second class citizen. Everyone assumes you are an idiot. You are taken advantage of by others and basically ignored by others. It is terrible that a person who is so valuable ( b/c they take over when teachers are sick!) is treated so terrible.

Because I now work a part time job, I have really been enjoying working as a whole. I am a hard worker by nature. It was great that yesterday, my boss said how I am trustworthy and a hard worker who takes initiative at work. She also asked me about thinking about if I want to advance at the place. It is nice to know if I never get back into the classroom. I possibly have another option.

Sunday Night Thoughts!

I have had another busy weekend! I worked, I shopped, and had a lunch date with my husband. I am looking at the date and I cannot believe that in 17 days it will be Turkey Day! WOW!

I love the whole Turkey weekend!!! I love the Wed. before because I get to go out on the town with my brother and DH !! Turkey Day is fun just because we always laugh a lot when family gets together. Not to mention the good food and PUMPKIN PIE ! Friday my Mom and I will have our annual tradition of getting up early to shop together and go to lunch! I am sure I will then have to work. Normally, I come home from shopping to decorate the Christmas tree. I am sure it will be decorated before the weekend ends!

The leaves have now fallen outside and I have cleaned out my garden. I am always sad to see my gardening season ending. It is so nice to see how my hard work pays off and how the front looks so pretty and colorful all spring, summer, and fall!

Well, it is getting late and I feel like I am rambling. I will be substitute teaching tomorrow, so I better get myself to bed!

The 44th President

I am probably the last person to write a post on this, but I have been internalizing the historic event that happened yesterday .

The USA has a new president elect. What makes yesterday so historic is that our new president elect is man who represents truly what America means to many. Barack Obama is for hope, change, rebirth. He also is the first African American man to be the president elect. What an amazing Tuesday.

As I watched the speech last night, I was overcome with emotion. I felt the same way I feel when I hear Amazing Grace at church or I see photographs from 911. My whole inside is engulfed with warmth, happiness, and hope. My face feels warm and my eyes fill up with tears. I am thankful that I live in a free county where I can walk outside wearing what I want, praying to who I want, and I can get into my car and drive to my local polling place to vote!

God Bless America!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

It has arrived. That day when you can be anyone you want - a witch, a princess, batman or even a goblin. I loved Halloween as a kid. I miss dressing up! I can't wait until I have a classroom again and I can dress up if my school allows it!

I am looking forward to giving out candy and seeing all the kidos! It is always fun to see how they look. I like the creative homemade costumes. I have been watching the Today show and enjoying all the Halloween fun! It is nice that I have been able to have the day off the past few years to enjoy it!

DH took the day off and we are going to go out for lunch. It will be a nice treat. It is a wonderful sunny Fall day and perfect for Halloween. My parents and brother are going to a Halloween party. Last week my brother went to an Italian themed party. He went as a fish wrapped in newspaper. How hilarious is that? My SIL went as a plate of pasta! Now that is what I call creative!

Hope everyone has a spooktacular Halloween!

BOO!

Hump Day... A Positive Part Two

My last post was such a vent that I decided I needed a part two with some happy thoughts!

What I love about October:

* Halloween and seeing the cute kids at my door
* Starbucks Pumpkin Spice Latte (I get to treat myself this weekend)
* My New Window Treatment - Who knew I would like cranberry?
* Having free time to read my Redbook, my favorite blogs, or just surf the web
* DH doing chores while I work my part time job
* My part time job
* Having family invite me over for dinner when I don't feel like cooking
* The colors of the leaves
* My new cosy coat

Life is good!!

Hump Day....Random Thoughts

I cannot believe today is October 29th. Where the heck did October go? This is my favorite time of the year and it is going too fast!

I was suppose to teach this morning and the job was cancelled. I hate when that happens. I especially hate it when I have a busy week of appointments that interfere with me subbing in the first place. Plus, Friday is Halloween and it is a half day. I do not expect to work which eliminates yet another day I could make money!

I am feeling frustrated with my teaching situation. I cannot understand why I still do not have a full time job. I am a good teacher. I am a hard worker ! I have great letters of recommendation from my previous jobs. Sometimes I feel like something is wrong with me.

DH and I went to clean our floor the other day after we had removed the rug. There are these little black spots left from the carpet pad. We tried removing them and they would not come up. We scrubbed and scrubbed. We tried a few different ways. The one thing that worked - Magic erasure - pulled up the stain too. I was SO ANNOYED. I am at a loss now as what to do. The floor looks amazing except for these dark marks left from the rug. Eventually we will refinish the floor, but how to clean up these sticky black marks is beyond both of us........ GRRR!

OK... My random thoughts were more of vents. At least I feel better!

Home Improvement Continues

On Wednesday, the DH and I both took the day off to WORK on our living room. We were busy, busy making it more modern. We said goodbye to our 1970's orange carpet and our vertical blinds. It was a sad, sad farewell! LOL. We said hello to the hardwood floors underneath and a new window treatment!

After I had my morning coffee, I began my day at 8:30! I started with painting the wall around the front window. Then DH and I began removing the carpet around 12:00. It was quite yucky and thankfully we were wearing masks! Then DH worked on removing the wood planks around the walls while I pulled up those darn staples. As he continued, I put up the second coat of paint. This took us until 4:00. He left me to go work on he daily reports for work while I cleaned up and swept the floor about 6 times.

We took a break to go out to dinner for some yummy pasta. Then we returned home and put up the new curtain rod with these pretty cranberry thermal curtains. Today, we added sheers in the middle pane. It looks so nice. I just LOVE it!

Tomorrow we are going to scrub the floor and make it shiny! Now comes the search for two new area rugs! ( The carpet was in the dining room, too.This will take some time considering the DH and I have opposite tastes when it comes to decorating. LOL. Isn't that usually the case with all married couples? We also plan to have the floors refinished!

AHHH... Here's to home improvement!

Football Frustration

I have a football rivalry with my brother. He loves the Oakland Raiders. I DO NOT! I am a NY fan through and through. Today the Raiders played the Jets!! It was a nail biter!

My brother and I were sending text messages back and forth during the game. It was neck and neck during the 4th quarter! The Jets had about 10 seconds to go for it. They kicked the field goal and missed it. OH NO... but wait, the coach called a time out before the kick and the Jets get another try! The make the second kick and the game goes into OT!

This was a long overtime. The sportscasters start talking about how it may end in OT. Then the Raiders get the ball and they make it to kicking range. I watch with tears in my eyes as the Raiders win their first game of the season! I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!

My poor Jets are defeated. I am defeated too! Hey, at least I can say.... GO BILLS !!!!

BUSY, BUSY

Today I did not work. Well, I guess I should say that I did not leave my house and drive to work. I did, however, work my tail off at home!!

I love home improvement!! I do not know if it is from watching all that HGTV or growing up in a house where my Dad had a project every year! Maybe it is a combination of both! I think it is my genes. I have become a pretty good painter. I love to paint the rooms in our house. I will have painted almost every room when I finish my latest project.

I painted today and I did some other projects too. I just love how it looks and I am not even done. After I finish painting, the DH and I will put up a new curtain rod and some thermal insulated drapes. We are hoping it will make the whole room more cozy. We are also going to pull up the rug. It is from the 70's. I guess orange shag was hip in the 70's. I swear it is the same rug my Mom had in her living room when I was a kid! I will have to take a photo of it before it goes to rug heaven!

Here is to home improvement...
Paint: 34.00
Hammer: 6.50
Paintbrush: 2.50
Spackle: 4.99
Sitting back to enjoy the fruits of my labor: PRICELESS

Happiness Is...........

My DH loves to laugh at me because he says I get overly excited about the simple things in life. He said I should make a post about it. This came about while we were driving to Lowe's and I was laughing about something totally random!

Happiness is....

• Puppies
• Coffee (Usually a Starbucks)
• Shoes
• Student's laughter
• Books
• Pasta
• Naps
• Sunshine
• Fall

I am sure there is more, but as DH was driving he said "Puppies and Shoes and Coffee." They are my top 3 besides DH, Family, & Friends!

Here is to whatever makes you happy and lets you laugh with utter abandonment!

Beautiful Fall Day !

Here is a perfect example of why I love Fall! The colors of the leaves off in the distance as we drive to a Fall Festival. I wish this picture was more clear. I love the red leaves scattered throughout the sky as I travel along the highway!


I went to a Fall Festival today with the DH, Mom & StepDad. There were crafts, food, music, and tasty beverages. Plus it was so sunny and warm! I love the smells of the kettle corn and the warm apple cider. I REALLY enjoy people watching!! It can be very entertaining! We had a nice time and I took a few pictures. I enjoyed the crafts, but did not make a purchase. I already have more crafts than I will ever need !!


I wish I could have taken more pictures of the leaves. Before I know it the leaves will be falling and the air will be more crisp! This is my favorite time of year and it always goes by too fast!!

Working Gal... That's Me!

I have had such a busy week!!

On Monday morning I was called to sub in a grade 2 classroom. Lately, I have been sticking to grades 2-4. These are the students I enjoy teaching the best. Normally, I do not like to take AM calls. The raise my stress level and I feel anxious all day! I really need the work, so I took the job!

I arrived to the classroom to discover the teacher's planbook had two huge gaps. This has happened to me a few times before ans I usually just go with the flow. The kids were pretty nice and their was another classroom assistant in the room which is always a HUGE help! Around 2:00, the secretary called and asked if I could come back tomorrow. I then spoke to the teacher and I discovered she had thrown her back out.

I have been in the classroom the whole week. I have discovered that I could teach grade 2 if I had a classroom of that age level. It is true that I prefer grades 4-6, but it is nice to know that my skills do extend a little lower. I have enjoyed being in the same school all week and seeing the same kids!

I REALLY DO MISS TEACHING FULL TIME !!

I must say I am so very tired tonight. I have had other errands and family stuff going on this week. I still am trying to get myself to the gym at least three times a week and I also am really trying to count my calories every day. I have WORKED for 7 days straight between both jobs. I will be happy when it is Sunday and I have a day of for some FUN!

Weekends Fly By .... When I Work All Three Days!

I spent more time at work than I did at home this weekend. I am glad I have Sunday night to relax, watch a little t.v. and surf the web!

It was busy at the store so my work shifts went pretty fast. I do feel like I have not seen or spoken to any friends or even the husband. He jokes with me about how he enjoys the quiet. LOL I did not know I was so darn noisy!

Friday I worked in a music classroom and the kids were hilarious. They danced and they pretended to be different animals. We also did the freeze dance and the hokey pokey! It is funny to see a first grader try and do the hokey pokey when he has no clue which leg is "right" or "left." These types of sub jobs are the ones I love the most! The ones where the kids love the class and it breezes along!

Here's hoping I have good subbing days this week!

Fall Flying By..............

WOW... OCTOBER Already !!!!!!!

I cannot believe how quickly the last month flew! I was very busy! I worked on my Fall garden. I visited with friends I have not seen in a few months. I worked a whole month at my new job. (Still Loving It !!) I watched some good football! My shows new fall season started.

I just love the Fall! It smells go good. I can go to the market to buy fresh homegrown apples and apple cider. I can go to Starbucks for a pumpkin spice latte. I smell the wonder fires people have in my neighborhood. Some of my fondest memories have happened in Fall. I just wish it did not go by so darn quick!!

Ahhh.. Sunday

I am in my happy place today!! I have today off from my part time job. I have had to work the last 4 Sundays in a row. BOO HOO ! I woke up and went to my sculpt class at the gym. Then I came home to watch the pre-game show for FOOTBALL!! WOOHOO !

It is a great day. I get to watch my JETS at 1:00 and then my BILLS at 4:15. It is a good day when I am able to watch two of my favorite teams. I love NY! I will also get to have some homemade pizza and some wings today.

You have to love Sunday ! I sure do when I have days like this. Yet another reason why I love FALL !

Possibilities... Well, Maybe Not !

I worked yesterday. It was busy and went rather quickly, which is always a perk! I came home to find an odd message on my answering machine. The called was from the place I had interviewed the previous day. The message said, " Hello. I am calling to thank you for taking the time to come in and discuss the job position, mumble, mumble, however she has decided to... " Then CLICK!!!!!!!!!!!!

I sat back and thought to myself, well I guess that means I am not going in for round two. I am fine with the outcome. I go on interviews for practice, to see if I want the job, and to get to the next level if I do want the job. After all, as I spoke to the person I would have been replacing, I had this overwhelming feeling. I guess my instincts were trying to tell me something. There is a different plan for me!

Well, as I thought about that message this AM.. I began to ask myself, "What kind of place leaves a rejection on an answering machine? First of all, who would ask a secretary to call and give a rejection over the phone? Better yet, who would call an answering machine and leave half a message?

The whole experience seems very odd. I guess this means another door somewhere is suppose to open for me. I am ready for that possibility. whatever that may be.........

Oh The Possibilities.......

Just a short post! I had an interview today. The call came out of the blue. It was totally unexpected. I have no clue how I feel about it!

The first part went quite well. Typical questions. After my formal interview I was taken by the person who I would be replacing. She talked to me about how she did things and what I would be doing. As she was talking, I had this overwhelming feeling. She was telling me all this information, and I do not even know if I have made it to the second round! She wanted to know if I had any questions and my head was so scrambled I just said "not at this time" and walked out.

I love a challenge and I thrive on learning new things. However, I came home and tried not to think about the interview. I guess if the time comes for a second interview, I will have to listen to my instincts and go from there.

Until next time...........

WOO HOO... Bragging Rights !!

I wrote a post a little over a month ago about having test anxiety. I was preparing to take a huge test to advance myself professionally. Well I received my results in the mail today and I am here to brag!

I said in my previous post that I was never one to do well on tests. I guess all those test taking skills I shared with my students internally rubbed of on me. I ended up passing with flying colors. I scored the highest in a series of tests I have taken in my professional career... which just happens to be the 5th test I have taken!

I even have the bragging rights in regards to the PERFECT score I received on my essay. I thought I did well, but a perfect score! I am quite pleased with myself. YAY... ME !!

I get a gold star!

Gossip Girl.... You SHOCK Me !!

Jaw Dropping is how I describe the third episode of Gossip Girl. I am shocked on so many levels. Who knew Chuck was the man behind the plan? I guess he really wants to hurt Blair the way she hurt him. He is not very nice! (Don't worry, I still love him.. LOL)

The behavior of Serena, Dan, Nate, & Chuck was shocking. Why in the world does Serna want to be Queen Bee? Is she really filled with that much anger towards Dan? She was made out to be a reformed girl. I can't believe the way it all ended!! Once a queen bee... always a queen bee. Where this is all going? As someone who works in schools, I am not sure I approve of the bullying aspect of the plot. Poor Dan, he is caught in the crossfire of a woman scorned. He was stupid to let that other girl take him out. Why do men always make such stupid choices? As far as Nate is concerned, I think he was a brat! Never mess with a married woman! Shame on You!!

I have to hand it to Blair. She is pretty clever. I like how she manages to get her way! Too bad Vanessa screwed things up! Also, I am not happy with Serena for treating Blair the way she did at the end of the episode. It is reminding me of the books. I am not sure if I like that!

Until next week..................

All Work and No Play ... Makes Me Tired!!

Last week was busy for me! I worked both jobs with a total of 36 hours. In all honesty it has been almost 10 years since I was that busy! Let me just say: I miss the energy I had in my twenties!

I have been at my part time retail job for about four weeks. I have moved passed feeling confused when I am working as the desk associate. I have began to work more with customers. I really enjoy helping the women over 40. I do not know if this is because I am closer to that age than I care to admit or because these ladies are just so wonderful! They are grateful when I run around the store grabbing them pants, sweaters, and giving them helpful hints.

I do not like working with the women who take about 30 articles of clothing into the dressing room and ask you for more clothes. They then leave everything piled in a heap and they decide to buy one or two items or better yet... NOTHING!!!! These same women will take all these clothes off the rack and then put them in a totally different area of the store. I must say I am not looking forward to the month of December. I am sure it will be a HUGE CHALLENGE !

A wise person once said, "That which does not kill us, makes us stronger." I wonder if that person every worked in the service industry. Even with the tried feeling I have tonight and those few bratty customers, I must say I am pretty content with my life today!

Old Friends...Good Conversation

I have a group of friends I go out with every few months. They are busy teachers with husbands, children, and other interests. I am a busy wife working two part time jobs. When a day arrives that we can get together, we go for it!

We went out tonight for dinner and chatted for about four hours. They work in the school I worked in five years ago. I loved that teaching job. We had a great team, we had fun all the time, and it was the best work environment! There are days when I miss it!

I love these ladies! They make me laugh, they like to hear my subbing stories and I like to hear about some of their crazy parent stories. I also want to thank one particular lady for saying she did not recognize me as I walked up the parking lot because of how thin I look!!! We always have a fun time! There is something so nice about getting together with old friends to have a good conversation. The comfortable stories and the female bonding is a wonderful part of these dinners!

So today, I am thankful for old friends and the inner joy they bring to me!

Kids Today..... Whew!!!!

As I have stated before, I work two part time jobs. I love them both for different reasons. Today I went to work in the classroom as a substitute teacher and I just have one thing to say......... "WHEW... Kids today!!"

I was in a second grade classroom. I tend to stay away from primary classrooms in the fall because the kids still do not know routines and they are quite young & needy. Well, I need the work, so off I went. It was not a terrible day for me. I have subbed in far worse classrooms, however, there was one child who was quite the challenge. He was just terrible! He refused to do work, needed constant reminders, and was openly defiant to the teacher assistant in the room. He dragged a recycle can across the room when he was suppose to be working on math! He had a "daily report card" and was not following it at all! This is not even the half of it!

I would have never allowed a child to behave this way. I was quite a hard ass when I did have a classroom! Kids have changed, learning has changed, & well, a lot of classrooms have NO discipline policy!

KIDS today.......... Whew! It is a scary place! What do you think about our youth, or schools, our educational system?

Gossip Girl... Why Do You Torture Me ?

Once again it is Monday night and you know what I have been doing. I have been enjoying my weekly fix of Gossip Girl.

I have been watching those commercials and I thought there would be a reunion between Chuck and Blair! I was DECEIVED ! Chuck went to Blair's party to entice her. If only the blackout had lasted longer, if only that stupid Duke had been on the phone a little longer!! Those tricky ads did me wrong. Chuck is left alone with is thoughts as Blair turns on him! I am so MAD right now.

I predict the next few episodes will have Chuck focus on some soul searching. He is broken hearted and does not know what to do with himself! I am very mad at Blair!! I think she is kidding herself with the Duke. Shame on those writers!

Well, now I must wait another week to see what happens next. Gossip Girl, why must you torture me so?

Do You Tell The Truth ?

I hate when people lie by omission. A lie is a lie in my opinion. I do not like when someone talks to you like you are a clueless idiot and tries to pass a lie off in the same conversation!

What is wrong with people, that they cannot be honest in the first place? I have heard the reasons behind dishonesty and I do not accept them. I do not like it when a person does not tell you something for fear they may hurt your feelings. I do not like it when a person fumbles their way through an explanation trying to save their own arse!

I have always been a honest person. I was raised to tell the truth. In my youth I was too honest at times and it got me into trouble, but at least I learned how to be honest! I am getting better with honesty and tact. I know some people do not like to hear the truth. It can be painful! People like to walk around wearing rose colored glasses. I am not one of those people.

I just feel that if I am going to be honest with another person, I deserve the same respect in return. Do not lie to me, do not avoid me to hide the truth! Just, "man up" and tell the truth!

Blast From The Past

I love it when I am walking along doing something from my everyday life and something random happens. Today was such a day!

As I was leaving Panera with the DH, I turned to get up and saw a gal I have not seen since high school. (Yeah that is almost 20 years... YIKES!!) In the same instant I asked "Did you go to XXX high school?" she said my first and last name. It was pretty comical! We talked for a good 20 minutes about our lives. It was quite fun to hear about the people who had went to high school with me!

What I found the most entertaining aspect of our conversation was about how our former classmates had such big plans for their future. You see, I went to an all girls private school and well, there were some real queen bees there (yeah that is being nice). Both my parents worked two jobs to pay my tuition. I was the quiet, poetry writing, all black wearing oddball! I was not part of the in crowd. These girls were brutal & had such attitudes. They were the original MEAN GIRLS!

We chatted away about how I did not go to the 10 year reunion. I just had no desire to be with the girls who were so snotty! As I have aged, I have run into a few of these girls and have heard how they did not end up being the doctors, lawyers, & famous people they had predicted! Being that I am a woman who believes in the adage "every dog has their day" it is nice to hear it has happened to some!

I love the fact that she did what she had said she was going to do in life. She always beat to her own drum in high school, and was one of the nicest gals I knew. We had the same friends, went to the same parties, and attended the same after prom events! She has travelled all over the world. I envy that. I wish I could travel more! She looked happy and wonderful. She told me I haven't changed since high school. I hear that a lot! She told me, "Hey you look young and that's a good thing!" LOL !

Well, my blast from the past let me know that one girl has three kids, who has gained weight (yes women need to know this), who has had some drama, and who is living large. Funny thing, the quietest gal in our class is the most worldly and successful! I say "GOOD FOR HER!" Isn't that usually what happens, anyway ?

Gossip Girl ... How I Love Thee!

Disclaimer: Yes, I know it is Tuesday and I am writing in the present tense! Get over it!

It is Monday night, I am lucky enough to have the night off from my part time job. This means, I am able to once again, watch my favorite new addiction .... Gossip Girl!

I have a crush on Chuck Bass/Ed Westwick. I really want to know why he can be so bad, and yet so desirable! I think it is that old cliche of his bad boy image, but inside he may be broken and therefore women want to make his inner torment go away. It also could be the fact that I have watched a lot of interviews of Ed and when I hear his British accent, I want to quit my job and follow him around NYC! Crazy, I know!

It was business as usual for Chuck - devising another plan! He wants what he wants and will do whatever he can to get it! He has feelings for Blair and will do what he can to get her back! I also liked how he was trying to help his best friend. I am looking forward to seeing how it all works out.

I must say these writers are good. They really are tapped into a teenage mind! They also keep me hooked from week to week. Plus, I know women of all ages who love this show... and yes some men too!

Are you a Gossip Girl fan? If, not.. you should check it out!
xoxo

Are You Ready For Some Football ?

I love Sundays in September! It is my favorite time of the year because it is the start of FOOTBALL! I love to watch all day long.

When I was 17 I loathed football. All I knew about the sport was men ran down a field with a funny looking ball in order to score points while they tried to avoid a pounding! Then I went to my first game with a huge group of people on a Monday night. There was excitement in the stands . I sat next to a former player who taught me the rules. By the end of the night, I was HOOKED! I have been a fan ever since!

Today I went to my mom's football brunch which she had planned weeks ago. I, however, had to eat and leave my football behind because for the first time in about 15 years, I had to work. Everyone told me if the team won, I would now have to work for the next 15 Sundays (the length of football season). We are very superstitious about our football rituals!

Work was so busy, which was a surprise because when football is on, the streets are silent! I did not even have time to think about the game until I ran in back for a minute. The game was on, we were winning, and I knew my whole family would be cheering and screaming for joy if the game continued in our favor!

Hours after arriving home, well, now I am really worried I may be working every Sunday! Let's hear it for the ALL the NY Teams! WOO HOO !

What September Means to Me

It is Friday evening and I am relaxing! Tonight my thoughts turn to the fact that it is September and what that means to me.

A few years ago, this night would mean I was exhausted. It is the first week for school and for a long time I had my own classroom. I was a full time teacher. I love being a teacher. It is a gift to be in a classroom working with children. No two days are alike, just as no two students are alike. The impact I have had on students is overwhelming, empowering, and very humbling! I miss it!

I currently am a substitute teacher and I also just started a part time job in retail. This new job is exciting, I like working with people and helping them. I love clothes and fashion, so this job is a perfect fit! I am still quite new and I am learning, but I love it!

I have been working as a substitute teacher for the past four years. This will be my 5th year. At times, this is a lonely job! I am rarely in the same school two days in a row, I eat lunch alone, and the students do not realize I am educated with a masters' degree. I have made friends with some staff and other substitute teachers. I am an outgoing person and will talk to anyone, which helps!

What is the point of all this rambling? Expressing my feelings, I suppose! I feel a little sadness that I am not feeling exhausted from a first week back to teaching. Also, a little happy that I was lucky enough to swim today while my teacher friends were stuck in school teaching. I also feel excited that I will be back at my second job tomorrow. I am not so excited about subbing, but I like being in a classroom so I continue

On this first Friday in September, I sit and ponder. Well, I also get to relax! That's is nice!

My MUST SEE T.V.

Disclaimer: T.V. Spoilers Below!!

The past two nights, I have parked myself in front of the t.v. to watch two of the most hyped up premieres for this Fall! Neither disappointed me!

Gossip Girl is my secret addiction (well, not so much anymore). I am a thirty-something woman and I am obsessed with this show. I have a huge crush on Chuck Bass/Ed Westwick and his storyline is my favorite. The character is such a bad boy, and I love it! I waited all summer to see how his choices at the end of last year would play out. A good writer knows how to keeps it's readers/viewers interested and solving Chuck's relationship issues in the first episode would not make for an intriguing storyline. I watched as he struggled to tell Blair what she wanted to hear. I yelled at the t.v. " SAY IT! " However, the cat and mouse chase between Chuck and Blair is what keeps me interested! I can't wait to see how Chuck and Blair play out!

As far as the other storylines, I am not sure about Nate and the cougar. This is going to end badly! I just hope he does not get a fist to the stomach! Dan and Serena appear to end up back together as the episode closes, but I think the writers are toying with us! After all, isn't this show about teenage angst and love !

In my youth, I was addicted to 90210. I wanted to be like Kelly and Brenda! Because I was such a fan as a teen, I had to take a look at the new version. Boy, t.v. and teens sure have changed in 20 years! First, the language is so different. I know that teens use the words: sex, bitch, and penis. I have been in the halls of a middle school and their language is appalling to me. (Am I just getting OLD?) This show sure pushed the envelope with the themes of sex, drugs, cheating, and backstabbing! The storyline did have some parallels to the old show, but those teens sure are more advanced than I EVER was at 16! Would I watch this show with my teenage child and discuss these issues? Honestly, I have no clue. I am not a parent, so I wonder if other parents would talk about the show.

The jury is still out on the characters. I do like the brother/sister characters. As of right now, I do not like the Queen B and I am not sure why! Does a 16 year old really have a birthday party like that? Only in Beverly Hills, I guess!! I must admit, it was great to see Kelly and Brenda at The Peach Pit! Ahh memories. At least, I am getting a little taste of what goes on in the mind of a high schooler in 2008 and I AM SCARED!!

What's The Hurry ?

How many of you wonder why people are in such a rush these days? People drive too fast, push past you in the mall, sigh heavily as they stand in line behind you, and try to get done with tasks as quickly as possible! Sometimes without regard of any common courtesy.

Sundays for me are my day to relax, I work on my laundry while I surf the web, read the paper while I drink my yummy coffee, and enjoy the calmness of the day. Sometimes I even fit a nap in there. Every now and then when it is a three day weekend, the DH and I go food shopping. We decided to go today, which I new (from last year) would be a little CRAZY!

We arrive at the store and as we are walking through the overcrowded produce section I hear a woman gripe, "Gee I made the wrong decision to come here today!" I laughed to myself because I know I said the same thing last year. People were pushy, blocking areas with their carts, and had a total disregard for others. I wanted to ask, "What is the rush? Where do you have to be?" Most people have and extra day off because tomorrow is Labor Day!

We head over to the deli, which I normally avoid on a weekend, but I wanted cheese. I grab my number and wait for my turn because there are three people ahead of me. Well, the one deli clerk yells, " 7...8....9...10" in rapid fashion! Before I even get a chance to say "That's me" a male customer yells "I'm 10!" and began to order right away. I wanted to scream, "HEY.. WHAT ABOUT 9... I'm 9!!!!!!!! "

It was so crowded, I just waited for the next deli clerk to yell out a number, " I had to scream three times, " Excuse me... Excuse me, EXCUSE ME .... but my number was skipped! " Then the guy who jumped ahead of me actually looked at me and rolled his eyes at me. What is a 40ish year old man doing rolling his eyes at me when he was clearly the one in the WRONG? WHAT A JERK!!

Walking through the rest of the store is a challenge. Carts moving every which way. Customers walking side by side in the same direction, down an already too small cereal aisle. It was madness. I just wandered along trying my best to ignore the madness of it all. When it is time to go, it is always fun to watch the mad dash to the shortest checkout line. I love how people see you are heading to a specific cashier and cut you off in the process. I often wonder if they drive the same way!

I did not know I shopped and checked out at Daytona 500 Food Mart. Does the rudest, fastest shopper win a prize? I have never received one! So I ask, " What's the hurry? Can't we all just slow down a little?"

Life Happens When Making Plans

It is Friday afternoon and random thoughts engulf my brain. I tend to think a lot about my life circumstance and where I am heading. I have always been a planner. I like to know where I am going and what I am doing next. It keeps me grounded to have a plan.

Where does this need to have a plan come from? Is it part of my human nature? Was I born this way or is it a learned behavior? I grew up in a house where plans were made and schedules only changed with the season. Tuesday nights were girls scouts, Friday nights we went to visit my Gram, winter weekends were for ice skating, summer weekends were spent on our boat. My Mom had a schedule for her daily chores as well as for her children. This doesn't mean we were overscheduled like kids are today. I remember days when I complained, "I'm bored." My Mom would respond, "Enjoy being bored, relax, go read, or get "UN-Bored!"

As an adult, I have a schedule. I do not like it when I have to miss my Tuesday/Thursday spinning class. I do laundry on Sundays while I watch football. I like to know what is going on in advance. I plan for the future, for events coming up, and I often feel frustrated and stressed when plans change at the last minute.

There are always unpredictable events that cause chaos. People get sick, cars won't start, traffic is too slow, that 5 minute phone call turns into 30 minutes. Life happens while we are making plans. A few months ago my older brother was diagnosed with Stage 2 Non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma. It was shocking to all of us. My brother is the total opposite of me - carefree, reckless, daring, a true risk-taker. He had to make plans, change his habits, follow a treatment schedule. I watched as he faced his illness head-on. He is a fighter and has been taking things in stride. Treatments are going well, his health and body are improving.

Here is my.... "If I Knew........... I'd Know' question of the day! Was this life experience, part of the plan? Has his life been leading up to this moment and if so, was this moment a lesson for all of us plan makers out there to stop, look around, and say " The Hell with My Plans!" ? If I knew that this one life plan was heading my way.... would I have known to stop worrying about my schedule and enjoy the daily beauty that surrounds my life?

I am not saying I have changed my routines and my need to plan out my weeks. I am a typical Type A Gal!! After all, I still went to my spinning classes on Tues/Thurs, but I also added some more gym and pool time this summer. I wanted to enjoy feeling good about myself. I still did my laundry on Sundays, but I also let some loads sit until Monday. However, this summer the grass looks greener, my flowers smell sweeter, I look at my family with a little more love. I realize the time I am with them is all the more precious. I am listening more, watching more, praying more.

So, here is to random thoughts, making plans, and taking risks! A little bit of all three makes for a beautiful life!