I am anxious!

It happens every Jan.

This year it is worse!!

My Mom had to take her DH to the doctor yesterday and he is now in the hospital. He is having a lot of tests and his heart is being monitored. I am worried for my Mom and my StepDad. I am praying and I am trying to relax, but I am still anxious!

I wish I could be more Buddha-like and meditate my worries away, but I am made up like my mom - I go to extremes, I worry, I stress about the uncontrollable....

Still.... I hope my prays will be heard and my anxious self with relax.